Oy to the Vey with New and Exciting Addendum

Oy to the Vey.

I've got quite a fight of sorts on my hands today. It involves my personal life and is not directly related to bdsm.

The Goddess has assured me that all will turn out well and I know that this is true. My struggle will be in keeping my anxiety at bay as I hate dealing with conflict as well as people hurling negative energies at me.

I need to remind myself that I have no control over anyone but myself and how I choose to respond. I choose to respond calmly and shield myself with love as well as light. Goddess help me to do just that.

Any positive thoughts or healing energies you can send my way this morning would be greatly appreciated.

Later this weekend, I'll blog about the magnificence I witnessed at last week's play party.

Addendum: The Goddess provides everything for me including opportunities for growth. I'll get a chance for more growth 10 days from now as the event I'd been dreading was rescheduled. *Insert heavy sigh here* I have to admit I was extremely frustrated and disappointed with this change of events--not really questioning the perfection of Her Will but more wanting my way--for this shit to be over already. Well, I can want all I want to--it ain't happening.

This is another lesson I've received to go with the ebb and flow of life. I'm getting better at doing so, but still have room for improvement.

There's another play party tonight and I am so relieved. I need a serious beat down. I hope to see all of my lovely locals there.
sajhrnera by night fate